shall try again

Yay okay, we have lift off. Had to click on the HTML option to get the cursor to appear in the post box. In a nutshell, now have two kids, have completely dropped out of school because simply cannot study and raise children, especially with husbands work being fickle. Am exploring different options to work form home or somehow make an income from home, so I can continue to raise my children yet help pay the bills. Hope all are well.

woah why can't I compose anything in the compose section?

Long time no speak

Hey there, it feels as though since I gave birth to my baby girl that time has raced by me in a flash and here I am finally checking up on the blogs.
In a nutshell have been raising a baby, attempting to return to high school to learn math. Ah and there is my baby as I speak just waking from her peaceful slumber.

Hot in the city of Perth, Australia

Hey everyone, baby is still yet to arrive into this world.
On another note, it has been forecast that christmas day in Perth will be approximately 38 degrees celsius. Which is a typical summer christmas for Perth and a well overdue one. The last five years it has been an unusually cool summer for us Perthites, which has spoiled many pool and beach party christmas' that I have attended, this time I am going to a pool party christmas, and it will be nice and toasty to enjoy it. It is hard to imagine spending christmas in the snow like people in the northern hemisphere do at this time of year, all the same I would like to experience a snow christmas one day too.
Hope your all having a fun holiday season.
Michelle

Hey long time no hear, hope everyone is keeping well. I am now 35 weeks pregnant and getting a little nervous about child birth.
I need to get myself really organised before the little one comes out, at the moment I am sleeping on the floor at a friends place still, while my house is being treated for bugs. This is really frustrating and stressful, however we will manage somehow.

15-08-2007 is it not nicer to write the date chronological aswell?

I don't get you Northern Hemisphere folk, with your out of order date writing.
Anyway, another day at home attempting math homework, I have deciphered that algebraic fractions especially scarey looking ones AND the unit circle are my biggest weaknesses, so as soon as I am up to date with this latest book, or even if I am perched on the loo, I will try to read up on these two items and see if a bit of repeated study will make something click.
I had a strange dream last night, it started on my parents farm in the milking cow paddock, me and a group of people were there chatting, suddenly a woman who must be the leader of some organisation, decided that those of us who didn't have the right shoes on could be considered evil, I had no shoes on as my runners had got wet and I was trying to change my socks. So I ran down to the super shed to find some more before maniacal group leader discovered my quandry, but I couldn't find anything, I crept back to the group and noticed a girl holding my shoes and some dry socks and I went straight to her and took them as if it was my plan all along. Then I left the group as if I had some right to leave, as if I knew by showing such confidence the maniacal group leader would leave me alone. She did, so I wandered back to the miliking cow barn where there were all these lollies in big hessian bags and some of the girls were eating them, I asked if they were allowed to and they said no, and if maniac leader found out they'd be in trouble. Since these girls had made a mess I decided to help sort the lollies and put them back to their correct sack, we ate the odd ones which seemed to have no group. All was well and again I told these girls I was heading off again, they seemed scared that I would be leaving them alone, but I assured them that all they needed to do to be safe, was to spy on the maniac leader once a night to get her plans and get a step ahead of her so she couldn't go mad at them all the time. Then I woke up.

It is still winter and its cold and bitey, and all I want to do is lie in bed where it is warm and snuggly. But I must get up and get stuck into my maths as I must catch up and not fall behind as I am already two books behind. eeek.

30/07/2007: Monday I took day off work

I felt like posting yet another picture of myself and why not, its my blog I can do what I like. I went to a twenty first birthday a couple of weekends ago and my mum took this photo of me at 18 weeks pregnant. The party was good fun, a bit wet and cold though.

I am having some personal dilemmas, in the sense that me and my best friend have completely different tastes and it is really starting to show, we like different movies to relax to and different conversation topics. I feel I am starting to struggle now, with the fact she is a lesbian because I don't understand her need to push it in my face and make me feel bad for being straight and shoving her activist protest stuff in my face like I am some kind of fellon. I don't understand it. Plus all she does is bang on and on about sex and kissing and how many people she kissed at a kiss party in tasmania.

I am really starting to feel betrayed by her now, she used to be casual, easy going and funny, but now I am afraid she will start beating me with her cat of nine tails, just so she can talk about sex again. I think it is fantastic for her to come out of the closet and be proud of her sexuality, but why is she thrusting it at me like it was my fault she didn't come out sooner.

I don't know what to do, and I no longer want to drive round and hang out as I know she will only want to talk about sex and make me feel bad for being pregnant etc etc.