Halloween party

Hi everyone,
last night, I went to a halloween party organised by a canadian backpacker I work with, for her birthday. It was alot of fun, we don't normally do this in Australia so it was refreshing to finally get to go to a halloween party. I've always wanted to wear a skeleton costume, but I bought a kids one and it was too small, so I snipped it here and there and wore some braces to keep my pants from falling off. It was good fun.
I took alot of pics, but blogger doesn't really accomadate for large groups of photos, so I have included this link to another website, where I upload photos that I have taken.
http://shellyb.multiply.com/
Phil that kid with the eyes popping out of his head, sounds like me when I first took calculus, first mistake: freaking out at calculus symbols.

14-10-06 09:00am

I had another disagreement with Bob, he still is not bothered by living seperately and wishes to continue living that way. Ergh I can hear Oprahs slant "he's just not that into you" ergh times two.
Bugger, bugger, bugger.
I wrote a poem for him just now, and will drop it over to his house some time today.
I don't feel like expressing much more than this right now.

08-10-2006 09:30am

good morning.
yesterday, I worked half a day, went to visit sick friend, but she was way off in another part of the city with her mum, helping her mum complete her art history analyses for her art degree.
So I hung out with her flatmates and got invited to a party for next saturday. Came home, Bob rang to say he would come round late at night, I messaged him later to say not to bother, as it would be so late, it would be pointless and since he has so much work on at his house, he is better off staying there to get it done in the morning.
Here I am the next day, so far I have been for a half hour walk, yes I am attempting to re-ignite my exercise routine, apparently its good for your blood and organs and I am all for that.
My sister just phoned to ask me to baby sit her daughter this evening, whilst she attends a John Williams country and western concert. I think at some stage I had better clean the house up, so Anita doesn't freak out, maybe I will teach Zoe some more math.
Mind you, it would be good to have children of my own, that I could teach math, but men are so scared of having kids that many of us girls get too old to have kids and the moment passes.
It makes me sad daily, that my own boyfriend is too scared to live with me, even after seven years of being boyfriend and girlfriend, another testament to my nerve for giving back his friendship ring.

07-10-2006 14:35

Go the West Coast Eagles, you guys are gold.
I found myself a job, as a mail sorter, I pack envelopes, or feed machines pamplets etc and its a good job. It pays the bills and requires less stress than my low paying treasury job, working for the government.
I'm hurt by Bob, he is planning to go overseas to work, which is fantastic, but I know it will be inevitable that he will split up with me due to the distance thing etc. So this morning I gave back his "friendship ring" that he gave me in Africa and told him how I felt insulted that after 7 years that I am only a friend to him and nothing more and I hope he enjoys himself working overseas etc.
Realistically I have to face the facts, if your partner goes overseas to work, sooner or later he's going to look the other way and meet someone else. So he is only using me till he gets there.
He knows I'm totally in love with him and I don't have the guts to break up with him, which is true so I really feel angry and sad these days, just waiting till he goes.