07-10-2006 14:35

Go the West Coast Eagles, you guys are gold.
I found myself a job, as a mail sorter, I pack envelopes, or feed machines pamplets etc and its a good job. It pays the bills and requires less stress than my low paying treasury job, working for the government.
I'm hurt by Bob, he is planning to go overseas to work, which is fantastic, but I know it will be inevitable that he will split up with me due to the distance thing etc. So this morning I gave back his "friendship ring" that he gave me in Africa and told him how I felt insulted that after 7 years that I am only a friend to him and nothing more and I hope he enjoys himself working overseas etc.
Realistically I have to face the facts, if your partner goes overseas to work, sooner or later he's going to look the other way and meet someone else. So he is only using me till he gets there.
He knows I'm totally in love with him and I don't have the guts to break up with him, which is true so I really feel angry and sad these days, just waiting till he goes.