20-06-06 12.05pm

Hello. Pics of my little study area, must tidy it soon, its been this way for the last six months.
Today I phoned Bel, she is extremely tired the chemo really seems to exhaust her. So I am not visiting her today, havn't seen her for five days, but she needs a break from me aswell, because I have been in her face quite alot for the last bunch of weeks.
Am doing my best to get my house really clean, the windows are proving most difficult, because they are sliding windows they have gutters and ridges in the metal framework which are very difficult to wipe or vacuum clean. So I have wiped over them, but there is heaps of soggy dust still left (I think the rain and sprinklers has created this soggy build up of dust), I will just need to keep cleaning it more regularly untill its completely cleared out.
I really need to keep cleaning, a friend of mine recommends I do so as it will help me concentrate when I go back to studying.
I hope so much that one day I will be able to go back to studies.
I'm very nervous about our trip to Africa, I hope we don't run out of money or get harrassed by thiefs.