Sunday night, the weekend has flown by. I am having trouble doing my math, I am so slow, I keep getting stuck on one thing and it holds me up for hours, this time it was sketching gradient graphs, I still don't understand them. Sketching a gradient graph, from viewing the original function, no numbers nothing and I am nearly going to crawl in a giant hole and wish I didn't exist. It is really getting me down. Everything is bloody getting me down, I am not coping with load I have taken on, I have fucked up everything, I have taken on too much, studies, two jobs aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah faaaaaaaaaaaaaaark. FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK.
I think, I will also stop writing blogs as I don't like the fact that everyone can read about all my shit. I'm sure that my babbling makes no difference to the price of tea in china. Shit I have lost the plot.
I think, I will also stop writing blogs as I don't like the fact that everyone can read about all my shit. I'm sure that my babbling makes no difference to the price of tea in china. Shit I have lost the plot.
posted by Michelle @ 6:47 PM
1 Comments:
At 6:46 PM,
Phil said…
Don't stop writing your blog...it's a nice place to just complain about whatever. I would still write mine if people didn't read it as sometimes I just feel a lot better after writing down my feelings and problems.
Just don't write about really private matters, if you're concerned.
I know how you feel about your math problems. I remember back when I was studying 'easier' maths, sometimes I'd get hung up on one problem, or I'd question my own logic -- and this would take away hours (sometimes days) if my time.
But in the end, you emerge with a better understanding of what you did, and because of the time you spent pondering over the problem, you'll never forget the lessons you've learnt.
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