Well, I awoke at 6am to what I thought was an overcast morning, when my nostrils filled with the stench of bushfire smoke, it was a little overwhelming. Fires have been raging over Perth hills bushland for a week now, but last night the worst one broke out, it is still noticeable the entire city is shrouded in this huge smokey veil, its thick, the thickest I have seen, since I have been living in Perth, ash is slowly drifting from the sky and settling on everything.
On another note, I would like to mention my favourite blog, which I read fairly regularly, is Phil's blog, named Ptrinh.blogspot.com. Its very interesting, this guy knows his math, and is very skilled at this craft. A recommended read for any blog lovers.
I have been doing nothing more than going to work at night to do my night fill and spending days doing not much, though have been trying to get my garden in better shape, when I have spare money and time.
The start of uni is fast approaching, and causing me some personal anguish, as I am having career reconsiderations and will possibly need to repeat year 12 high school to enter the degree which I feel I have my heart set on. I tell no one, what it is I want to study as when I dropped out of Nursing everyone treated me like a moron. Which was completely uncalled for, because why should I bother studying something which I did not like, and I knew I was only going to half arse the entire course, I couldn't even get along with all the girls I was this outsider, farm girl who apparently didn't fit in, because I didn't act girly/feminine. So the horse riding farm girl, quit and headed to a different town to be a veterinary nurse.
Sorry I am diverging badly. I guess I needed to get that off my chest, I guess the other thing I want to get off my chest, while I'm on a roll, is the real reason I completely screwed my year eleven and twelve high school years.
At the beginning of year 11, something did happen to me at school which I prefer not to write out, it was scarey and shaking, and left me really wanting to curl up in a hole for the rest of my life. Needless to say, I continued to have no friends, and from that year on I had no ambition to do well at school, because school now became the place I dreaded on a daily basis. I tried to smother it in my mind. Finally getting out of that FUCKING HELL HOLE at the end of 1994.
Ok, so now I sit here and decide wether to carry on with what seems to be a beat around the bush degree, with no real employment prospects or I repeat high school and return to a challenging degree, which I had my heart set on before I got mind screwed in year 11 and screwed up my educational prospects.
So you see my reasons for not telling anyone what I want to study, as I have good reason, besides no one should have to have reason to reveal things at all, its your life rule and reveal at your discression!!!!
Over and out.
Michelle